Lucy's Life of Heaven and Hell on Earth

The following is an accumulation of thoughts that started as a change I wanted to make to a recipe. It started with me writing on paper. I was listening to a hockey game on my tablet and got a thought about tweak I wanted to make to a recipe. I have no idea the order all this happened in. Just know I started by writing on paper, sent a text of a screenshot, posted to my profile, did a c&p of text from that to a fb group and added thoughts to it, wrote what I wanted to say in blog post (in picture), texted it and posted it to my blog fb page. Then I said it was too good not to do a blog post with a picture of a written on page. This is how my brain works. I have ADHD, among other issues. I honor it and don’t try to change it. So here ya finally go! The blog’s fb post with a picture when a caption in regards to something I wrote.

Sometimes I just don’t have the spoons (spoon theory) to complete a task in one shot. Who am I kidding I almost never have the spoons for that and if I have enough of them I’m often lacking in attention span or desire to do something.  Background: I have confirmed ADHD, brain cancer, bad fibromyalgia and all signs point to being a high functioning autistic person. So yea, it can really make getting things done difficult. So, I’ve recently noticed that when I just don’t want to do something I’ll say out loud “Not today satan” and walk away from that area and go do something else more palatable to me. Anyway, I have a way that works perfectly to cause me less physical pain and get more done in a “dream sitting.” I frequently go at something with the intention to only do small portions of a task at that moment. In order to not cause too much pain and so it’s less daunting of a task. Then a bird will fly to another spot and remind me of another thing I want/need to work on so I’ll do some