Lucy's Life of Heaven and Hell on Earth

This poem was written for/about my dad. I am so sorry, That I ever blamed you For the pain that came into my life.

Today is my eighteenth birthday. I should feel happy, But I feel more alone. Part of me wishes, I could be blind like the others, Or just not care.

Hi, I want to start out by saying that this may be a trigger for some people.  I'm going to continue to continue to talk about my sexual abuse story. I talked about what I experienced when I was about 10 years old because of my biological half-brother and now I'm going to talk about what I experienced from one of my so-called boyfriends when I was 14. So, um, for a long time I didn't even know if it was concerned rape because I eventually caved and said yes. So here's the story.

I thought this year was better. I thought I was coping better, At least with not having my dad.

Yesterday I posted about the new(ish) member to my household - Jasmine. It's been 1 day shy of 3 weeks since I brought her home. She's shown me in various ways that she cares about me. Well last night I became positive that she loves me.

After losing Norbert on January 31st I ended up taking McSkunker to Meloddirats Rescue because it's cruel to only have one rat and nobody could replace my Norbert. Until May 26th I remained without furkids.